Baby...
Where are you?
Don't fuXk with me right now*
I need you
and I'm feeling lonely
desperate, alone
Never a good combo
I'm not lying
If you were where I am
You would be crying
I'm staying strong
It's been a minute though
Felt your touch
Heard your soothing words
Thoughts somewhere with the birds
Got no problems
Only episodes of emotions
Yet I seem to keep floating
Miraculously
My thoughts are abstract
Vision bird's view
In a bird house
Singing melodies only beauty can compare to
Keep Floating
When it's almost done
Break down another one.
I like being this close to you.
Either you'll love it or wont come close
Whichever way it is the best day ever


I love you.








[ I used to hate saying "babe", "baby", but when it's for the right feeling, it fits. ]

Hesitated before putting this up,

It's just a little  more personal then my previous post.

Should a blog really go into detail about the author's life? Yes just a little background so here is a little snippet.

-Enjoy

I'm no savage
But I'm a beast at this game called life.
At least I thought I was
Until the tears streamed down and I mumbled,
"Where did I go wrong?"
Blasting, "Blame Game" like its the story of my life.
Replaying false events running ratchet in my brain
People name me to deteriorate my value
But my morals and goals stay the same
I was blinded with fear and misguided humbleness
Troubled, felt I worked better by myself
Someone help.
Peering around the corner I spy a spy
With one evil eye and one vault closed and under construction
Picking at every flaw and x raying my abilities for what they really are
Too deep?
Too mind controlling and real?
I'm sorry
I'll Pg13 it
I'm way past literate
But maybe I'm reading between the lines like it never should have been read
Miscalculating the laser beam I would be calculated with, 
I went over
I did too much
Don't mind me
I'll self correct
Sometime soon.
Until then let me blast my music and ignore my tears, burning holes in my potential
Denying my dream from an ever current existence,


#thatisall