so the usual response I get when I tell people im a virgin is... "o wow, seriously?"
the usual response when I tell people I never.. ever had a boyfriend is.... "what? whyyy?"
quite simply because theres no need for one.
Yeah ive been through the whole "friends with benefits" thingy and look wheres that has gotten me.
I mean im a virgin so quite raw-ly theres no putting out, giving in OR letting go. I have it until im married no ifs, ands, or buts about it.
Secondly were on the phone for ends on the time... k thats surely going to fade away because I get bored with people easily.
So you know where I live and paid for my movie before.... thats what friends do when friends are broke...
Is this cruel?
I doubt it, this is why my heart has never been broken.. I have never put it out there.
And yes i have still experienced love in all its bliss but im to say the least not putting my neck out there for something that is not guarenteed to come back or even look back.
And sure ive had crushes .. but the moment I find a flaw its over I mean I might still crush a lil but your pedestal has been chopped to shreds you are now just a mere mortal with flaws, worries and anxietes... what a turn off!
I kid, I do, because finding the perfect person is impossible in mild words. I would hate a robot of a man to be always on time, always knowing what to say(aww_ puke*) and then trying to fix me. ME? I believe ill grow on my own please and thank-you.
But right now im interviewing for that first boyfriend position and ive got to be quite honest i will now be seperating my friends from more because the line has gotten as thick as gravy these past couple of weeks. But we shall see.... boyfriend necessity or nah??
