I sit there silently shouting at the top of my lungs.

For the answers, the cheat sheet or at least the key

Being me in a sea full of sharks with flaws only a trained eye can see

Implementing the system and trying to run things

But making a fool out of progressive movement

I deny the slithering lies to slip inside as my hands are tied and eyes are blind

Sitting and waiting on the dusk to turn to day

Vampire and vampire ways turn to dust

 

 

So,



I always start with so, but so says so much.


This week hasn't gone as planned at all.


Im actually in a computer lab room on Georgia State campus the day before my birthday.


Not that I'm essentially hating my planning but I knew what I was working with when I got here.


Tight money, less friends (some are on Spring Break) and my mom who always craves my attention.

Ive been having an epic time on budget though, surprisingly when people think money is the only way to have fun. The only thing Im missing is a shopping spree. Not to sad though because.... well let's just say the next 24 hours I will be blessed.

I digress


Im actually glad im at state though.


Envisioning myself walking these streets in a couple of months taking classes


only empowers me to be better on top of my grades.


My grades are actually good however, it seems my mom's dominant genes of being a worry freak help


a massive amount when talking about grades.


From emailing to going the extra mile on assignments.


All I have to worry about are my tardies, the few absenses and Music class.


Out of all classes, music class. -_-


Look at my face!


But aside for that, things are looking up, I'm seeing brighter days and guess what!?


Im turning mofo 19!!!


That's a big number for me.


It's no 21 or sweet 16 but it's a milestone for me.! I remember when my sister was 19


and I looked up to her like she ruled the world.


To be realistic, I need to be doing much more with my 19 years.


At 20 I see myself finally starting my longly awaited fashion line including, jewelry and all the other stuff I make,


A job, a condo downtown and a withstanding 4.0


Give me a year though.


Oh yeah and active, aside for my puppy (Miley maybe?)


Taking on yoga or my first love dance which I've been on strike my sophomore year here at Claflin.






Just a side note,


I can't go ANYWHERE without seeing someone I know.


I don't mind, just know I will be feeling myself tomorrow night and forever more.


Coming into oneself doesnt seem so bad anymore.


When you know what type of butterfly youre developing into.

From societies view on the classic image of the beautiful woman... Are we being turned into tax paying, waste making robots? Does the true "Independence party" truly exist?


-Just Thoughts

  

 

 

Wearing the shirt dress I salvaged...
=]

 

 

Kim K's Valentine's Day look I was thinking of wearing something similar for my birthday coming up soon!... Wherever I am for this Spring Break/Birthday. lol

Beyonce darkening her face for the 90th anniversary of L'Officiel magazine, voluntarily agreed to portray Nigerian African Queen and singer, Fela Kuti 

 

 

 Rihanna celebrated her Birthday at a private residence in beverly Hills. 
I love the looks shes been playing with. All of the "Colors" have been growing on me though I try and submerge that feeling, =/ I've been trying to tame down the looks but I honestly can't help the creative flow. Neither can RiRi!

 The party was adorned with celebrities, love and fun! What a Pisces =]

 

Munchies!

I love this nail design! Can't wait to try it =]