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Having a stressful day??

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I listen to his music =]

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ALEXANDER MCQUEEN

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Young jeezy just told me I'm beautiful:)

UNDER CONSTRUCTION

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Pardon my CPU;

It chooses to have a virus
So the wonderful picture blog at this wonderful time are null and nill

But that's not such a bad thing

Now my words can float on these pages uninterrupted.

Silence*

Tomorrow.

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I've ridden wild horses

I often wonder why I look back and wish I could change things;; apparently they were never meant to be in the best way. Every summer without fail something happens to my heart;; this time I believe it is non reversable; I feel like punching walls;; why not?? They've been punching me this whole time

Am I that invisible

to my own mans eye because
I've been created by two people who's

skin has been touched by the sun???

Does my beauty not reflect because

of the tone it is?

Am I second choice because
I have wool like hair and
skin as deep brown and
silky soft as a Hershey pie???

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NEVER hesitate the chance to celebrate =] _gold

Hi, I'm Nik_gold
I live here

Is it usafe how much of our information we have online?

Recent studies have suggested that based on the information we voluntarily put online, a random person from a whole different country can track us all the way down to the exact neighborhood we live in.

Scary, isn't it??

If you knew better you'd do better*

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"Fu*k you and your crew;; Ya'll aint sh*t!!!"


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Bumped this song all 1st semester;

Lil Wayne - New Music - More Music Videos

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Accomplishing my goals
was something I was so lazy to do at the beginning of the summer
(I know a couple of weeks ago)
But events taking place that have only propelled me to make stuff happen
NOW
And I have done as such
Now a prestigous well dressed and
(pardon, the three words I used to describe myself at the interview; sarcastly delightful yet refreshing, made him laugh) =]
intern at an ATL radio station, obtaining and making money at my job
CHILIS! We serve the World's Freshest Margarita!
(Get my first check today)
and starting my clothing line
nik_gold (for now)
(finished two shirts, headband, working on billowed pants and maybe even cut out dress)

I also love photography so Im going to look into that before i go to school.
As I see it some people's summers are ending while mine is starting. Half of my friends are already in summer school so why not make something happen in the meantime.
I also cant wait to save my money for all the breaks this year and go shopping for cooler room stuff...
Though my dorm room this year was on point!!!

I won't be having a roomie only suitemates and yes it will be looking like an NY loft in there.
We have already started discussing arrangements.

Now.. that 4.0...
Im still going to aim for it because if I dont ill just be like, "3.3 thats good enough!"
When I know I can do MUCHMUCH better.
-realistically speaking
Accomplishing my goals is a hard yet progressing fleet to take charge off but I can master it.

Excuse while I wipe my brow off ;; perspiring just from typing
Where is the Central Air in this beech ???
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$Billions Baby



I don't know why my friends hate this song!!
I've been in love since Viva La White Girl though Papercuts was so much deeper.=]

YumMmm : Guy with Tattoos and a sound mind*




BTW* I will be a billionare, I see it when I close my eyes! *soon


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Nicki Minaj - Sucker Free Exclusive: Nicki Minaj Responds To Drake's Crush On Her

Nicki Minaj - Sucker Free Exclusive: Nicki Minaj Responds To Drake's Crush On Her: "Nicki Minaj denies rumors that her fellow Young Money MC has got a thing for her. For more interviews, check out MTV2's Sucker Free Countdown this Sunday, 6/20 at 12p ET."

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<3

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If I had the greatest singing voice it would be a beautifully refreshing mixture between Erykah Badu, Marsha Ambrosius and

R.I.P Selena Quintanilla-Pérez (April 16, 1971 – March 31, 1995)


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this is what free speech means o_0

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Where my mind lives...

daily =]

Fairyland 4.0

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I know it doesn't make sense to crave something I supposedly don't want... So why is it happening to me?

Imposter; this isn't me!

I catch my self in the same repeat circles that are no doubt foreign to my character
being bored beyond measure with no help in sight
clinging to lifes boie like there is no tomorrow
and taking in the stabbing edges the salt waters reminder

I catch my self making moves too dangerous to self
constantly pricking myself with the threaded needle of life
dumbing myself down for the crowd I'm around
and when I'm happiest no one can supply I'm still paranoid

Instead of aborting and transitioning with the ship I'm on
I tend to keep sentimental items with me
helping me to fail even drowning my self while the once precious items are cast aways at sea
I see myself falling

I try and hold my chest together
the feeling two beats away from a volcanic explosion
short suttle breaths that tends to never fill up even a quarter of my lungs
that's when the tireless undeniable tears come, a friendly reminder that I'm human and worse I'm a girl, no matter how hard I fight them, feelings live, eat and breath with me.

I'm not heartless, I tend to be immune to bs, ignorant love and hesitant friends
I tend to not give a fuck but I'm working on that
because in some cases it's good to care.
Tender-heartedly, not this one

I fold my eyelids in half, closing out the liquid falicies that make me weak
the red inked sinking motion only tends to grasp the falling emotion in which I've cleverly become so good at
I'm tired of being the one adapting to changes
breathlessly decorated like a rag doll displayed limply in the rachet waves

The next dive I take will be led by me
pulling and pushing through it all to let a voice be heard that is rather easily provoked
the obnoxious and pusher youngin I once was full of sarcasm and play will forever hold a spot in my heart, for being true

Steady telling myself that God removes and adds things to my life to make me stronger so either way it's a win win, just got to look at it for what it is and learn the lesson to be learned;; @Nik_gold

Main Offstream Music

Wiz Khalifa;;

Favorite Part: “ Don’t watch me, watch Flava Love or something on tv, this is tv, nigga HD cant afford me- yeah”





Live:: Wiz Khalifa n Curren$y




Curren$y
First heard of him from ummmm, yeah lol but anyways about 3 years ago.
He grew on me and now is featured on my blog =]
He is not the cutest but his rapping is off the chain<< so Proper Also he is connected to Lil Wayne??? ** There is a story behind it;; I’d look that up if I were you =]





kk time to grub

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