Showing posts with label ignorance. Show all posts
Showing posts with label ignorance. Show all posts

18.5.11




Muted despair and anxiety fall to the democracy of liquid courage
Violently allowing the withheld secrecy melt at the feet of uncaring ears and cynical laughs
Untold stories revealing a distant yet ignorant past of file cabinets and wooden gum polluted desks

The bright light at the end of the stairwell illuminate the lonely artwork bashed in and casted out
Halfway hooked onto a decently shaded failure of a wall.
Telling it's life's regrets and blatantly not performing the acts asked of it
However steadily leading the lost to a brilliantly locked door

Unique and certified to keep any and everyone out
The remnants of the room inside more valuable than the value-less world it belongs to
A sharp yet refreshing breeze passes through the crack at the bottom of the threshold
Easing ones mind into a sense of curiosity
Almost as if it were natural and relevant to push the tablet of knowledge 
Bending down to elaborate on ones mind a clever trap door is opened and another soul has been tricked into life's bitter and unforgiving blood soaked cavity.

Cleverishly tricking one to believe it has been enlightened or released for the betterment of the future
The distant ignorance that plants false ideas, hopes and dreams
leading the blind in circles and playing music for the deaf

Growing tired, yet too old to turn back and discover the overflowing fountain of all things too wonderful to be held by any one man.
Now bitterly hurt and mislead uncaring ears and cynical laughs carry on before a short and passionless depart.


22.4.09

Big Girl

Wanting a car and job by the time i graduate.
Wanting a bf to ALWAYS call hubby know everything about and say baby
Be able to shop whenever do whats necessary to make me and the ones directly around me happy with no consequences.

Baby.
Baby??
I used to despise that word yupp i despise it once again.

Mommy used to tell me only the devil needs to get that close.. or something like that
1. When is it ever time to quote my mom.
2. When is it safe to say I hate being ignorant and though knowing everything in the world would ultimately kill me I REALLY WANT TO KNOW.
3. I effin hate surprises like dead ass I HATE THEM.
4 Im probably not going to keep in touch with these folks in school, well after tonight idk who I will keep in touch with .. probably the principal.. he is always full of quotes.
5 Im about to be real sarcastic and to myself again.. God I thought I passed that stage in life ... i guess freakin not.
6. Im about to do WHATEVER i want, everyone else does without caring if it hurts others.
7. just LISTEN to your mom whoever has your best interest at heart but then again you dont really know your in a ditch until you look up.


I need God, yeah like the more I search for him the cloudier the road gets, the road to him gets more and more slippery by the second. There is always an excuse for failing but success has no excuses.

No more playing with this big girl stuff if you dont know what it is RUN!!

lol little scaredy cat.



-peace_gold