14.5.10
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3.5.10
Que???
Saw my grades... I was never a C, D or F stupid... Student??
IDK how I typed stupid but that fits my mood right now.
ARGHHH!!!!
Well I got 2 As!!!
And so I have excuses and don't run myself into the ground the following is listed...
1st semester was easier to me.
I spread myself thin but time managed very well.
Didn't have crazy ADD nor absorb myself into frivolous situations
Was always active, I've caught myself being lazy a couple of times.
Paranoid, shy and a push over when it came to teachers and grades.
4 p.m. class
Did not even try community service -_-
Relationships were not sticky nor was I recovering from anything
Was not tying to support myself and three fish
and I was focused.
on me
my future
my time and space here
I am getting back to that place this summer
Closer and closer everyday because I look back and compare my 1st to my 2nd semester and can do nothing but shake my head.
Im not horrible nor failing out of college but the term, everyone has been saying these past couple of weeks...
"you are better than this"
Has come into affect
I am better than this.
So no more 4.0's next semester I want and will earn a big ol
5.0**
live_gold
Saw my grades... I was never a C, D or F stupid... Student??
IDK how I typed stupid but that fits my mood right now.
ARGHHH!!!!
Well I got 2 As!!!
And so I have excuses and don't run myself into the ground the following is listed...
1st semester was easier to me.
I spread myself thin but time managed very well.
Didn't have crazy ADD nor absorb myself into frivolous situations
Was always active, I've caught myself being lazy a couple of times.
Paranoid, shy and a push over when it came to teachers and grades.
4 p.m. class
Did not even try community service -_-
Relationships were not sticky nor was I recovering from anything
Was not tying to support myself and three fish
and I was focused.
on me
my future
my time and space here
I am getting back to that place this summer
Closer and closer everyday because I look back and compare my 1st to my 2nd semester and can do nothing but shake my head.
Im not horrible nor failing out of college but the term, everyone has been saying these past couple of weeks...
"you are better than this"
Has come into affect
I am better than this.
So no more 4.0's next semester I want and will earn a big ol
5.0**
live_gold
Prosper
I went off the edge for the past couple days, I don't know why or when or how but I did.
But now I'm back together and all whole and all that mushy stuff. (I promise) lol
You see the brightest light after the storm, they say and in this situation its so very true.
I prayed, meditated and thought deep about who I was, and want to be.
You also find out who your true friends are in these crazy situations, who your enemies are and who truly does care for you...
No matter how dumb they are.
I hate hurting the people around me, though at one point in time I thought in a way most of it was superficial caring.
I see that light waaaayyyy clearer.
Well I also earned money on my fallout LMBO
It only made me determined to make money in general,
The after affects made me realize how beautiful I AM
and now I feel invincible...
Not sure if that's a good thing. -_-
But most importantly, I value my life and the reproductive investment my mother put into me.
Culturing the fact that I have to become famous and weathly to balance out the highs and lows in my family's lifetime.
It feels like something is just waiting to pop out and I'm not saying that I know the direction to fly in but I believe I'm waiting on a sign.
See thats that invincible stuff* right there.
LOL =]
But all in all Im happier, feel freeier and have more confidence, a confidence I should have had not only for myself but that things I invest my time and effort into, my work and the people who care about me around me.
live_gold
But now I'm back together and all whole and all that mushy stuff. (I promise) lol
You see the brightest light after the storm, they say and in this situation its so very true.
I prayed, meditated and thought deep about who I was, and want to be.
You also find out who your true friends are in these crazy situations, who your enemies are and who truly does care for you...
No matter how dumb they are.
I hate hurting the people around me, though at one point in time I thought in a way most of it was superficial caring.
I see that light waaaayyyy clearer.
Well I also earned money on my fallout LMBO
It only made me determined to make money in general,
The after affects made me realize how beautiful I AM
and now I feel invincible...
Not sure if that's a good thing. -_-
But most importantly, I value my life and the reproductive investment my mother put into me.
Culturing the fact that I have to become famous and weathly to balance out the highs and lows in my family's lifetime.
It feels like something is just waiting to pop out and I'm not saying that I know the direction to fly in but I believe I'm waiting on a sign.
See thats that invincible stuff* right there.
LOL =]
But all in all Im happier, feel freeier and have more confidence, a confidence I should have had not only for myself but that things I invest my time and effort into, my work and the people who care about me around me.
live_gold
30.4.10
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13.4.10
Vids of the Day
Dance<3
--- So I've decided to tape my freestyle dances and see how they progress over the summer. =] Getting my body, mind and soul ready TO TAKE OVER ** Who says I haven't already??
-_-
Music<3
Now, I sleep. Night world.
live_gold
--- So I've decided to tape my freestyle dances and see how they progress over the summer. =] Getting my body, mind and soul ready TO TAKE OVER ** Who says I haven't already??
Music<3
Now, I sleep. Night world.
live_gold
12.4.10
Cudi Cudi Cudi Time
Why I'm not wasting time with these foolish characters =]
Playlist.. listen *
With collaborations with such music sensations as Rich Hil, Snoop Dogg just to name a few, Cudi is on a rise to success. My playlist was always filled with Cudi, now its your time to listen !!!
Some NEWNEW songs to check out*
Rich Hil ft Kid Cudi Won't you tell me
Kid Cudi That Girl
Kid Cudi Follow me
live_gold
11.4.10
Yes Yes Yes!
Nik_gold's
Nik_gold's Killer Bacon Delight Salad!
Nik_gold's
As I sat in my house starved and deprived, another day (well in all actually 3am) in mother's house, I wondered where could I get some food. Moneyless, and a severe lack of energy I crawled desperately craving bacon to our kitchen. Scrounging through the refrigerator I spotted fresh salad.. FRESH and the fattiest bacon (probably on sale) I saw from the morning before. I miraculously thought, since I'm in love with salad, why not put my two the loves together???
I went to work all in the name of HUNGER =]
Ingredients:
Your choice of lettuce, chopped
Sliced Tomato
Baby Carrots
The Fattiest Bacon you can find =]
(Can substitute bacon for turkey, ham)
Cheese optional (Goat, American Mozzarella)
Ranch or Italian salad dressing
(Try a light Marinate for a calorie substitute)
Add ons:
Croutons
Mushrooms
Broccoli
Onions
Method:
Mix everything in a big bowl generously
Stir-make sure the bacon is well done.
(I prefer mine halfway crunchy)
Make sure you mix everything when the bacon is freshly cooked!
Enjoy*
live_gold
Nik_gold's Killer Bacon Delight Salad!
Nik_gold's
As I sat in my house starved and deprived, another day (well in all actually 3am) in mother's house, I wondered where could I get some food. Moneyless, and a severe lack of energy I crawled desperately craving bacon to our kitchen. Scrounging through the refrigerator I spotted fresh salad.. FRESH and the fattiest bacon (probably on sale) I saw from the morning before. I miraculously thought, since I'm in love with salad, why not put my two the loves together???
I went to work all in the name of HUNGER =]
Ingredients:
Your choice of lettuce, chopped
Sliced Tomato
Baby Carrots
The Fattiest Bacon you can find =]
(Can substitute bacon for turkey, ham)
Cheese optional (Goat, American Mozzarella)
Ranch or Italian salad dressing
(Try a light Marinate for a calorie substitute)
Add ons:
Croutons
Mushrooms
Broccoli
Onions
Method:
Mix everything in a big bowl generously
Stir-make sure the bacon is well done.
(I prefer mine halfway crunchy)
Make sure you mix everything when the bacon is freshly cooked!
Enjoy*
live_gold
31.3.10
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