NRMCUK

Nicole Richie Marie Claire UK. Enough said.


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B.S

Is so not cool.
Now back to Fashion*

Sex is...

A relative feeling that two can have that ultimately destroy or enlighten.






Random Picture of the day =)





In other news there ia a tornado watch.. But noone is watching me so I'm confused.



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Through it all

So Iv'e been pretty stuck in a situation these past couple of days and realized some things I can't change. Once the path is set the course is going to be run. I wish I learned to step back and watch things play out a week ago....


Agenda on this Friday
1. Buy Bio book
2. Get to the rest of classes early
3. Don't be consious to eat lunch/ dinner at cafe
4. Buy best camera at book store
5. Do all work
6. This Daddy Letter Thing/ Postcards
7. Go out and have true carefree Friday fun. =)



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I am Territorial

What... I am

Mine first!!

I'm not shopping until Febuary (ouch!)
I had to cut some stuff out of my life I could live without. ( aw nik_gold budgeting!)
But seriously life's finances are crazy and fashion will always be a weakness for me!
I've been in love with one shoulder dresses for the longest, I dont even know why...
but now I'm not the only one!
Fall of '09 is when one shoulder dresses started back on the catwalks of many famous designers and the celebrity influence of Lady Gaga, Beyonce and even Shakira.
Not to be mistaken with Goddess dresses (which are heavily draped), one shoulder dresses actually hold one shoulder in, can be strapless, or long sleeved and looks best when paired with a vibrant colored pump!!
I tried so hard when one shoulder dresses became mainstream again to focus on something more creative and unthinkable like colorblock dresses on shapes... idk
But I CAN'T!!!! I so want a one shoulder dress, I might even forget about my Febuary wait if I find a killer one for a nice price
$$$$$$$$$$$$!
I even got a one shoulder top though it's just not the same!

** Here are some reasonably priced one shoulder dresses from Forever 21. **






Keep Haiti in your thoughts and prayers and ...

Enjoy!
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Pink me!

Shakila James yeah! iwaS aSking about that lip gloSS that u had that went So great* with ur Skin color; .&. knowing we have near the Same exact Skin color iwaS aSking u where could I get a lip gloSS like that or Something Similar too it, or did u know of any that go perfect with dark Skin .&. give it that lil pinkiSh pout

Nicole Ayilola oohhh lol when did you ask? i have a lot of pinks the ones that work, the best so far are Max Factor Girls Night out, this Covergirl(in a silver case) lipstick #976 with some clear lipgloss.. they may have better shades of that one. But I just pick white girls pink lipstick- chapstick and make it work! =)

The Bond We Share?*

Is as entertaining as a night off
As tough as a bag full of leather
As deep as the sea
And as flamboyant as the weather
Full of ups and downs I love her
Can't disconnect nor ignore me, deny me its in our blood
Part of our identity
I love her so much its crazy
Ill fight for her and I don't even like it
And when I get rich I promise I'll spoil her because she deserves it
If not as the person she is as the sister she already is
The adult she is aiming and conceiving and the unique individual she someday will patent and hold sale
My bestie, my relevant, my confidant, my sister
I will make ones for my children so they can feel half the bond me and my sister have
7 years apart but not a wavelength separate! =)


I <3 you!

Say Something

I am the topic of conversation but I never acknowledge it

I really miss...
In order for me to miss... I have to miss ...

Which in fact makes me miss ... a whooooleee lot!!! =)

the 30th*

Today is pretty good trying to get productive stuff done!

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Stranger Danger

The first day back is soo overrated.
Not having a camera is sooooo underrated.
Im missing my baby! having a withdrawal.

=(

But anyway the first day back is a whole bunch of stares, confusion and uncomfortable remarks.
A lot of "how was your break?"
"you look goood!" 's and a bunch of
"I missed you!!"
No matter if they care or mean them

Im looking into next month because I already know this month I need to get settled, put every energy cell into doing something progressive and do as many community service hrs as possible.

So if I have to be emotionless or not in a relationship because of all the drama and back-and-forth then I wont. It's soo looking that way.. plus I need a job!
Then I can look back on January and say, damn I may not have a Valentine but my grades look pretty neat.. LMFAO


Thats all that matters really because grades can never leave you and my 3.0 (2.9) will in fact be a 4.0 by the end of this semester.
Goal
SET.


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Glow January

Fashion eh.. Style <3

What comes to mind when you think of the word style??
This does when I think of it =]
Enjoy 2010





Babette Epaulette Shoulder Jewelry.. How FETCH =]
http://babetteepaulette.com/

(fashionbombdaily.com)



Just a snapshot or collection of pictures all cohesive to each other - Harper’s Bazaar February 2010.





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2010 already?

discover me
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Bloggin in

So why have I been thinkin I was tall all this time???
Im def shorter than my sis who I've been saying is my empalumpa
I hate saying im going to make a part two and don't so I wont
I hate boys who think there spittin game.. you think youre the first or something


I want a skype
Im going to conquer the world one day
I will never be boring..

Resolution:
Finish what I start.
Welcome 2010

2010

SHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

so i haven't been completely there for my blog

::::Meaning spilling stuff worth blogging::::

And I promise you there is always some thriling stuff to blog about'

Delaying it a day because lacck of food and energy...




2010 nik_gold defeats.. then CONQUERS only to



IMPROVE


live_gold!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3

WhamWham! Shingai is her name

This Uk born singer is soooo FUNKY FRESH lol
google her and here is a sample of her work =)
Hope you love it**



EXPAND YOUR HORIZONS
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Very Merry nik_gold*

I can't wait until my birthday
** I'm going to look, feel and BE miraculous!!!
It's almost Christmas and truthfully
** I'll be fine just being in a warm house with pleasant people and food
It's almost a new year
** And I don't know a thing I could have done differently for this one
I <3 Pretty people with Impeccable personalities
** I aspire to be the perfect me (not perfect)
Cleanliness is next to Godliness I learned the hard way
** "EWWWW what is that??!!"
I need to write a letter to Dad and rekindle my love affair with the family
** Before it's too late
I'm going to be super next year starting now
** Super grades, Super personality, Super outfits, Super job, Super skills, Super nik_gold!!
Positivity motivates me
** So I'm positively getting rid of the negative vixens in my life!

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Mirror, Mirror on the Wall...

Improvement or just nice change??

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It's a Done Deal

So I know tomorrow won't solve a damn thing.
Im hanging on to the epiphany that maybe something great will happen
Like God will hand deliver me a map and
From there I can see the stars, planets and the moons.
See what's new and which ones to wish on
So that someday my dream will come true.
Im not talking about another love story
The story love dooomed key
The sad all-I-need-love-to-find-my-way-in-life
My purpose
Im talking about that forever destiny drift
The one in which you find out the laws of nature and if you are god's one and only true gift
And in you I mean man the heavenly sinful thing
The take one look back and you turn into a grain of sand?
That goodness the stuff you feel down in your soul
Feeling lonely but never alone
You wiping your tears away, stating your life lessons on facebook and twitter so that someone can "like" or "repost"
But no one can repost your life
Your need of life
Nor your feed on life not even the dying sun
Bearing itself down to you so that you can see the light
In all it's glory and its last true fight

Heavy anticipation dims down at me cause I know

Tomorrow won't change a damned thing
Seeing you and all the guilt you bring
Weighing my heart down more than it ever has
For the guilt I already had for being born a love child.
No this ain't the "I hate my daddy" poem or the " I was raped but now Im better" storm
This shit right here... this shit right here??!!
Has no category, sits on its on territory
Drifting gently from sea to sea
Terrorizing me
Whimsically not giving a FU**
The life of misery unsolved because I know

Tomorrow won't chnage a damn thing.
I blink and I blink thinking something will change.
hours pass but my life still remains the same
Yelling yellow yearnings of despair for me to change for someone else to care
Because I left a long time ago
Shadowing centuries ago
Formed into dust because what I must be I cannot discuss
Evolutionary
Something scary for me to think outside the little blue box
Sly as a fox but never willing to hop off the soap box and discuss minor mistakes misread
Unlike the beloved dead
I bring forth failure, goal making and half fulfilled promises
I leave behind merry memories, happy beginnings and wondering endings.
I brand things only to be en-lighted that nothing belongs to me only the maker above.
Then my eyes open really wide
The crust and disgust, mucus and deliverance and I focus
and spit.
I know

Tomorrow won't change a damn thing
If it didn't change today when I had all the time in the world
But instead wanted to disguise myself like a small boy or girl
I went to eat all the ice-cream in the world but at the thought pulled to the side and hurled.
Went to climb the highest mountain but instead returned the hiking boots
Insecurities will never deliver me and procrastination makes me the person I strive not to me.
Then I stop and think and ACTUALLY execute the next move...solved?


MATCH

S P I T F I R E

My energy drinks mimic me, I stay up hard at night
Thoughts running in and out but like my paranoid mind never growing tired
and my feelings grow calluses near the edges but the nicest comment could do fatal damage
And I watch time fly by without my carpet to fly along side it
My tears cried out so now I just sob with the restless
Mind tossing around, never settling so it could cover in the ratchet sheet of my scapegoat
Wondering slut of a mind passion and fruitful delay, I feel absorbed by my paranoid state of mind
I know it's dangerous acting without thinking but its freeing
My thighs burn with the incense of another winner
True, genuine and honest
even if the truth slaps me repeatedly in the face
Heart racing destiny pulling my eyes shut on the fact that this is it
Razor sharp ink strewn across my bloodied worries
The it withstanding a second round
anticipated yet i surrender too stuck on what other people would do I miss it
Ball between my legs I tumble and fall
Syllables fly out of my mouth but the anger does not tumble out after it
Im stuck with dirt intwined with my hair and emotions
Lost in the whirlwind of maturity and reconstructed by the mirror image of perfection.
Slowly combing out the dusty failures of mediocrity and brushing back the flaws of defective genes
I open my heart and grab a spare ball-point pen
Ready to think less and spit more fire.

End of Freshman Fall*

It's the end of my fall semester as a freshman.
Word.
WOW
It has been an experience and I would love to say a bad one because Claflin wasn't even in my list of schools.
But it has been a great one,
I made new friends, had plenty kodak moments, did NOT gain the freshman 15, adapted to people, weather and professors (SMH)
Learned to work NOW not later
gotten tougher by NGAF
"it be like that sometimes"
Been Ms Fashion Bomb of the Day on my favorite BLOG!
Who would have known???.. and since sarcasm doesn't read well through text and stuff.. sarcasm
Learned how to get ready and dressed in 15 minutes got used to live with someone and put my foot down,
learned how to get over a cold in .5 seconds.
Learned that taking 3 5-hr energy drinks a day isn't good no matter how bad you need them
One of the hardest thing is don't show everyone your nice side because they will just take advantage of it
Don't be greedy of the good times but always ask for more of the happy moments
Learned to get over people quicker then they get over you (lol)
People change like the weather so get used to it
Everyone gossips... EVERYONE
its better to be involved and well known for something, anything, then not known at all.. everyone laughs at "Who??"
Life goes on without you so what are you waiting for??
Sometimes its best to think on your own a second opinion is not needed
Your opinion is the best opinion remember this is YOUR life
Everyone doesn't give-a-damn about your problems
Be a DIVA*DON who cares?
Being your worst is better then someones best!
lol
and wayyyy more
PART TWO coming soon

I enjoyed my freshman fall and hope to accelerate my freshman spring by the lessons learned, bridges unburned and people met.
LOVE GOLD LIVE GOLD
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BlingBling

Who says your fingers have to be suffocated in claustrophobic gloves all winter??

"What's new and hot??" my ring finger asked.
"What about some Bling??" I replied.

Browsing one of my favorite fashion sites I came across the Pom Pom ring ^
It's reasonably priced around $15 to $16 dollars or on Forever21* for around $4 or $5
Some are even rhinestone encrusted.
I even have something similar of my own!
Embedded with flowers and fairy-tale themed items. (how BOMB, what else is better??)
All of this character on one ring and you can have yours like Rihanna this season!!

Get on it!!!
and your fingers will be smiling with glee as well =)



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Why run?

I don't know why time is running from me.
I thought I spent it well.
Checking up on it.
Making it feel loved by filling my time with activities..

Or maybe that's where I went wrong.
Maybe time wanted me to stand still and see time passing slowly.

Valuing it for what it was not the potential it could be.
Dangerously lingering on the idea of full schedules and pent up energy to go out and exert on the helpless world.

Time is mad at me.
I don't know exactly why but I wish it would stop.
Hug me around my waist instead of slap me in my face,
Show me affection in front of my friends instead of becoming the jealous significant other,
I wish time understood I didn't want to stand around..

But I guess age is all about patience and wisedom...
All about time...

I Get it in

Wonder Me: truth lies beneath

So I trust no guy or your just ruthless, moody and insensitive or just overly way TOOOO sensitive.

Um I despise my professor Dr. Spaulding, hope she passes me though..

Camera lost after a day of taking pictures...

Phones off..

Haven't even checked my account balance because I know its crazy and negative and afraid the cops will come for my card. No More Hello KittY!!

I got a new keyboard though!! lol

There are other negative stuff but I have no time to name everything horrible taking place in my teenage life.
However I am rather happy, in a very free and creative aspect of my Pisces world. Very intuitive about the people and events around me. Able to clear my mind and complete the task at hand. Also stems from the fact that I don't have a phone.

Cant wait until Thanksgiving, but honestly its more of a vibe, aura and energy re-filler, food, church and downtown/fashion/night life. Throw some friends, walking my dog probably stone crest mall, getting my hair done and that's basically Thanksgiving. I miss my mommy!



UNTITLED



Ice cold throne
Completed and adorned with passionate weapons of pink colored roses
Sweat in my bones
Reap the instances of the unknown
Mommy always said be careful what you ask for
Independence and closed eyes don't go hand in hand
Victory nails my strength to the ground and cements my only progressive thoughts
Love phrases tantalize my mind with no examples
Red onioned sensation dances through my thoughts
My hands fasten as I realize my belt isn't secured on this ride.
Line skipped
Seat beneath me
Air above and around me
I'm flying mommy can't you see??!!
The stars are down now grass and ride leave above me
Spinning red death chokes my oxygen
But my mind is finally free
Triggered pointed chains break from lack of air and noise
I can read in colors now see with words taste through sounds
The world doesn't revolve around me
I revolve around the world
Vision Seeker
Independence reaper
The victorious one, crown holder, winner of wants
Only my soul can ride deeper