Accomplishing my goals
was something I was so lazy to do at the beginning of the summer
(I know a couple of weeks ago)
But events taking place that have only propelled me to make stuff happen
NOW
And I have done as such
Now a prestigous well dressed and
(pardon, the three words I used to describe myself at the interview; sarcastly delightful yet refreshing, made him laugh) =]
intern at an ATL radio station, obtaining and making money at my job
CHILIS! We serve the World's Freshest Margarita!
(Get my first check today)
and starting my clothing line
nik_gold (for now)
(finished two shirts, headband, working on billowed pants and maybe even cut out dress)
I also love photography so Im going to look into that before i go to school.
As I see it some people's summers are ending while mine is starting. Half of my friends are already in summer school so why not make something happen in the meantime.
I also cant wait to save my money for all the breaks this year and go shopping for cooler room stuff...
Though my dorm room this year was on point!!!
I won't be having a roomie only suitemates and yes it will be looking like an NY loft in there.
We have already started discussing arrangements.
Now.. that 4.0...
Im still going to aim for it because if I dont ill just be like, "3.3 thats good enough!"
When I know I can do MUCHMUCH better.
-realistically speaking
Accomplishing my goals is a hard yet progressing fleet to take charge off but I can master it.
Excuse while I wipe my brow off ;; perspiring just from typing
Where is the Central Air in this beech ???
=X
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17.6.10
Nicki Minaj - Sucker Free Exclusive: Nicki Minaj Responds To Drake's Crush On Her
Nicki Minaj - Sucker Free Exclusive: Nicki Minaj Responds To Drake's Crush On Her: "Nicki Minaj denies rumors that her fellow Young Money MC has got a thing for her. For more interviews, check out MTV2's Sucker Free Countdown this Sunday, 6/20 at 12p ET."
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16.6.10
Imposter; this isn't me!
I catch my self in the same repeat circles that are no doubt foreign to my character
being bored beyond measure with no help in sight
clinging to lifes boie like there is no tomorrow
and taking in the stabbing edges the salt waters reminder
I catch my self making moves too dangerous to self
constantly pricking myself with the threaded needle of life
dumbing myself down for the crowd I'm around
and when I'm happiest no one can supply I'm still paranoid
Instead of aborting and transitioning with the ship I'm on
I tend to keep sentimental items with me
helping me to fail even drowning my self while the once precious items are cast aways at sea
I see myself falling
I try and hold my chest together
the feeling two beats away from a volcanic explosion
short suttle breaths that tends to never fill up even a quarter of my lungs
that's when the tireless undeniable tears come, a friendly reminder that I'm human and worse I'm a girl, no matter how hard I fight them, feelings live, eat and breath with me.
I'm not heartless, I tend to be immune to bs, ignorant love and hesitant friends
I tend to not give a fuck but I'm working on that
because in some cases it's good to care.
Tender-heartedly, not this one
I fold my eyelids in half, closing out the liquid falicies that make me weak
the red inked sinking motion only tends to grasp the falling emotion in which I've cleverly become so good at
I'm tired of being the one adapting to changes
breathlessly decorated like a rag doll displayed limply in the rachet waves
The next dive I take will be led by me
pulling and pushing through it all to let a voice be heard that is rather easily provoked
the obnoxious and pusher youngin I once was full of sarcasm and play will forever hold a spot in my heart, for being true
being bored beyond measure with no help in sight
clinging to lifes boie like there is no tomorrow
and taking in the stabbing edges the salt waters reminder
I catch my self making moves too dangerous to self
constantly pricking myself with the threaded needle of life
dumbing myself down for the crowd I'm around
and when I'm happiest no one can supply I'm still paranoid
Instead of aborting and transitioning with the ship I'm on
I tend to keep sentimental items with me
helping me to fail even drowning my self while the once precious items are cast aways at sea
I see myself falling
I try and hold my chest together
the feeling two beats away from a volcanic explosion
short suttle breaths that tends to never fill up even a quarter of my lungs
that's when the tireless undeniable tears come, a friendly reminder that I'm human and worse I'm a girl, no matter how hard I fight them, feelings live, eat and breath with me.
I'm not heartless, I tend to be immune to bs, ignorant love and hesitant friends
I tend to not give a fuck but I'm working on that
because in some cases it's good to care.
Tender-heartedly, not this one
I fold my eyelids in half, closing out the liquid falicies that make me weak
the red inked sinking motion only tends to grasp the falling emotion in which I've cleverly become so good at
I'm tired of being the one adapting to changes
breathlessly decorated like a rag doll displayed limply in the rachet waves
The next dive I take will be led by me
pulling and pushing through it all to let a voice be heard that is rather easily provoked
the obnoxious and pusher youngin I once was full of sarcasm and play will forever hold a spot in my heart, for being true
13.6.10
Main Offstream Music
Wiz Khalifa;;
Favorite Part: “ Don’t watch me, watch Flava Love or something on tv, this is tv, nigga HD cant afford me- yeah”
Live:: Wiz Khalifa n Curren$y
Curren$y
First heard of him from ummmm, yeah lol but anyways about 3 years ago.
He grew on me and now is featured on my blog =]
He is not the cutest but his rapping is off the chain<< so Proper Also he is connected to Lil Wayne??? ** There is a story behind it;; I’d look that up if I were you =]
kk time to grub
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12.6.10
Beauty is Rare when found upon rare Finds;;
So the last couple of days have went by without dates.
Confused beyond measure and saddened with no reason.
I took the time to write some random words on a piece of paper to keep me sane.
The following sums itself up:
Love
Life
Live
Self Worth
Selfish
Despair
Tired
Withdrawn
Energy
Family
Friends
$$$
Time
Effort
Value
Quality
Never ending
Sex
Claflin
Book
Knowledge
Power
Peasant
Queen
Me
I told myself to come down;; prayed and meditated since I had a major headache and couldn’t stand to be in front of my cpu. Another symptom of the past couple of days has been this annoying as* headache that doesn’t let me listen to my music as loud as I would like.
Mom sums it up to stress and tries to stuff herbal and lemon tea down my throat every quarter of a day.
I’ve just learned what the word chill means and the use of it.
“You can’t worry about the world and the changes to come;; they are not thinking about you.”
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Nothing can Stop Me
I keep feeling this push against my spine
Push against time
Making my reality real and my dreams surreal
Falling back against time
And the truths and lies
Become black and white
Determined white trigger
Set off against time
I run to the sun
The only thing keeping me warm
In the frozen cold treats
Laced with death
Nothing can stop me I yell
Tripping and falling
Only to roll and run again
Nothing can stop me !
Tears running with the wind
Not you
Not you
Not her
Not him
Im running till the end
No end in sight
Black or white
This all feels right.
Nothing can stop me.
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1.6.10
Egg me Blue*
Once I saw the Beyonce video, “Why don’t you love me?” I knew I had to have the nail polish she adjourned throughout the video. I hastily put together one of my favorite (and recently purchased) true blue* nail polish and a strikingly white* polish and created it! I did not stop until I clogged my sink, had hands covered in all shades of blue and four empty bottles of nail polish.
I created…
I would describe it as an egg me blue and have gotten a lot of compliments on it. A little more Easter (just a bit) then what Beyonce wore in her video. (The color BTW is Chanel Nouvelle Vogue)**
I usually go with a French tip but always alternate something cool and funky in between fill-ins or on my natural nail. (No matter how brittle they are!)
At home mani’s and pedi’s do a lot.
I’m inspired by beautiful colors, not too distracting like neon or eccentric designs can be and I’m kind of over and grown out of the one finger design.
So I have been diligently searching for eye catching colors. I recently came across one at the beauty supply store but it was too FALL for me. (I’ll probably go back to purchase it)
This summer I see hair and nails as a motivating culprit in people’s appearances. Not only do you look cleaner but more put together when your hair, skin and nails are up to date.
I just started getting the hint of my life nails, and now go to get acrylic on them then do my own thing as far as color, when it grows out which it usually does in 4-6 weeks I keep shaving the acrylic down so it just a part of my nail, just stronger.
If you’re going to try this method be sure not to take the emery board to your own nail to often as this may make your own nail very tender and fragile.
Good luck***
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The Thrill
Designs by nik_gold
I finally did it. All this talk and finally action*. Creating my first shirt by hand.
Its cropped and a wonderful print, I’m also making a fitted skirt too. I feel creatively fueled and passionate about what I’m doing. Once I finish thinking about one task three more ideas pop into my head.
I feel like I’m starting what I should have years ago. Like the life I’m living on the side of this one is past designing onto selling and buying and being halfway famous and boy o boy rich.
I have to stop thinking about the alternative life and live it. I already started I believe but honestly not without God’s help. Guidance and patience is needed in everything I have learned. Taking my time on one piece so it’s a quality piece and not a 99 cent store one.
I also made these pocahantas sandals I have ALWAYS wanted !!!!!
nik_gold fashion line fall 2010 is on its way. With statement pieces and classic wear, hopefully before I go back to school I will be selling to various people, even businesses.
Now until then time to wash and moisturize this hair..
I don’t mind thick hair as long as it looks healthy and right now it looks dry. In fact I miss my bowl cut from my freshman year, first semester. So I will wash deep conditions and leave in condition and curl. Don’t worry I have my heat protector, but most of all I need to feel that healthy body and movement then I’ll leave it alone for a week =]
Hair and clothes, shoes???
Eh, I’ll stick to aspiring to buy my first pair of christian louboutins. =]
That’s it for now, still job hunting and such, I need money to buy cloth!! Pray for me and mine, I pray for my readers =]
This is only a start.
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